gave him away

you know i had him but i gave him away, got a sad excuse to cry today, and he loved me like tequila and rain, you know i had him but i gave him away, i'm a liar in the meanest of ways, half the time, don't know what i say, trying to paint a perfect picture of grace, but i'm a liar in the meanest of ways, i don't think there's fixing this one, no making up, just moving on, i don't think there's fixing this one, cause he loved me without loving in vain, and i had him but i gave him away, well, i'm quite the mess, don't you see, yeah, the devil's tries to take a hold of me, i think my problem's that i like the company, well, i'm quite the mess, don't you see, i don't think there's fixing this one, no making up, just moving on, i don't think there's fixing this one, cause he loved me without loving in vain, and i had him but i gave him away, hey. yeah. but i wonder if i could have stayed, my mind changes like the radio waves, yeah, i probably would've pushed him away, but i wonder if i could have stayed, you know i had him, but i gave him away