inside of me

the point on the water, there's a change in the air, a vibe in the darkness but there's nobody there. i look for the reason but there's nothing to see, just a hole in my memory where my mind used to be. tell me why, can i find no relief in my heart. i reside, in a world that has fallen apart. out of my mind, baby, show me a sign, baby, show me a way to get back on time, please. where do we go, baby, how will i know?, who holds the key, is it hidden inside of me?, but why should i worry and why do i care, when this road that i walk on is going nowhere. i stand and i study every face in the crowd, see the fear in their eyes, they must be thinking out loud. scratching the surface, it all looks the same;, a world full of anger with no one to blame. but who can i turn to? who holds the key?, and who has the answer? i think it's inside of me.