path to isolation

it starts, with the unexpected loss of something dear, the warmth, that comforted and cradled just disappears, and in its place, there's nothing, just an endless empty hole, the light that showed the way is gone, and darkness takes control, bitterness and anger are quick to fill the void, the path to isolation is littered with the dreams that lay destroyed, the cold, seems to grow in my soul, it's consuming me, confused, and i'm losing myself in a storm, growing jaded, being pushed, being pulled, i'm unraveling, can't find myself when i'm constantly forced to conform, enemies surround me, but the worst appear as friends, liars and pretenders, only seek to reach their ends, everything is breaking, right before my eyes, looking in the mirror, i see someone that i don't recognize, the joy, that my heart used to know is eluding me, removed, and the one thing i feel is alone, smiles faded, and i'm spinning and sinking and weakening, frozen and stuck, too lonely, it chills to the bone, memories escaping as my heart begins to drain, scars that cover wounds can't hide the self-inflicted pain, everything my mind wants in conflict with my heart, fighting back surrender, but every day i'm falling more apart, mirror, what's this thing i see?, who is staring back at me?, this stranger to my heart that's filled my life, mirror help me, who am i?