torture

my motivations unresolved, things are just never what they seem, apathy's currencies deceit, pitch bending radiated dreams, the jackal's wishing well forgotten, dark cloud sunrise, the view of someone somewhere else is, burnt in my eyes, how long dug up remains, how low the rotting fame, how low to see right through, low long the hole i knew, how low the clear eyed staind, how long to set aflame, how low to be set up, how long and taken out, the ant-like karma from the crack in a hand, full painting on a mural in a foreign landfill, mind controlled by the pulley of the strings, so remote the view from the puppetry swingset, my reservations have evolved, scenes once negated ushered in, mercy killings one to one defend, visionary criminals descend, on knees all burning, a term of useless lifeless thought, what a paid ride, alchemic jail cell vivisection, text subject day job, how long to pacify, how low you still deny, how low from up above, how long the creeping crown, how low the tripping sound, how long to kick back down, how low the holy cheat, how long the leap of faith, these revelations undermined, controlled belief in leads mankind, each penny sold and mesmerized, we're stoned, two fold reversal beckoning, the binding crayon words inverted, justice in travestia, we worship acid moans and curbside holidays, recycle shit we throw away in glossy packaged craze, maybe in a day or so i'll stumble on that grassy knoll, to set the record straight, announcing to myself: wake up, we kill everything that's not tied down, we euthanize but keep alive the lowest form of prison life, so useful and experimental, treatment of the sick and dying, what about the torture?