badchild

, bad, i feel bad, so bad, though i ain't done nothin' wrong, i feel bad. high roller that's bipolar, bubbling but still missing something like i'm diet cola, trying to boss up like tony soprano, i'm still a boss like i'm joseph bonanno, feel stranded on an island like i'm gilligan, lost a couple teeth, went back to the grill again, fans acting like it's killing them, these cheap tricks, wasn't working so i went and got my teeth fixed, known for saying harsh remarks that are partially dark, samples chopped like it's martial arts, can't complain, kids like my art, but feel like, i'm still waiting for my life to start, last three months catatonic, feeling miserable, walk around my city and i feel like i'm invisible, never felt like i had to ask if i'm dope, now i'm casper the ghost tight grasping for quotes, bad, i feel bad, so bad, though i ain't done nothin' wrong, i feel bad. can't really explain, it's like a gapin' hole in the back of my head, panic in my legs, feel heavy while i hallucinate, standing on a ledge about to jump but i'll rejuvenate, holding on, but i hope it's soon, 'cause pills the only way i know to patch these open wounds, responsibility, literally killing me, life used to sparkle. nothing's fucking thrilling me, used to sit and gather my words, called it artillery, now life is torture, would madly end it willingly, reason i'm still here are for my dogs and my family, i don't expect anyone to understand me, when i was young loved suicidal tendencies, now i'm older, i got suicidal tendencies, might be punished for my sins, that would make sense, stars align once, haven't had a break since, maybe i should lower the bar, it's raised too high, maybe i should work harder, but i do try, used to walk around, thank god i'm the shit, now feel like a piece of shit in a bottomless pit, trying to build my strength like bane so i can climb out, but life moves so fast, i need a time out, bad, i feel bad, so bad, though i ain't done nothin' wrong, i feel bad, so bad, though i ain't done nothin' wrong, i feel bad, i feel bad, so bad, though i ain't done nothin' wrong, i feel bad