it gets better

, i never pray for stones but this house just ain't a home, i never pray for pain but sometimes that's what it takes to change, i made my share of bad mistakes and felt so much pain, left a broken heart and left the people that i love drain, i've been to hell and back, you can tell 'em that, but now i'm back, holding bars like i'm a fellon trapped, spittin acapella raps, opposite of hella whack, feeling like a kid again, rock like heavy metal tracks, i'm learning not to judge, never call the kettle black, close your black umbrella let the rain fall and just settle back, let the water fall and let it wash away the pain, rep the people on the fence cause i'm a monster that's insane, stripes like zebra, we'll get what we deserve, this is not a fucking comeback, it's a rebirth, i had to go through all the suffering and the pain, to realize i've had enough and i finally want to change, had to smash the walls around that i had built for many years, i'm so happy now but man enough to say i've shed some tears, and i don't know whats wrong with me or why i self destruct, why i built it up and tore it down and didn't give a fuck, full of hatred full of anger, i've had just about enough, now there's love in this volcano and i'm bout to just erupt, i'm bursting with personality, thirst for a new reality, lets rally up together and create a new mentality, watch out for the poison cause this world is full of mad snakes, and i don't know for sure if it gets better but i have faith, i never pray for stones but this house just ain't a home, i never pray for pain but sometimes that's what it takes to change,