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have i lost all common sense?, darkness feeds on negligence, i feel like a monster, don't come any closer, aren't you afraid of this toxin i'm made of?, i can tell my bloods been, turning into poison, losing control of this virus i'm living with, cure me, give me a sign, this won't consume my life, i can feel it grab ahold of me, can you see it take control of me?, have i lost my innocence?, fed the wolf of ignorance?, i've been feeling worthless, maybe i deserve this, life i'm afraid of this toxin i'm made of, i can tell my blood's been, turning into poison, losing control of this virus i'm living with, cure me, give a sign, this won't consume my life, i can feel it grab ahold of me, can you see it take control of me?, this pain in my heart can tear me apart, tired of fighting this war when it's obvious, i can feel it grab ahold of me, this year has held so much unknown, looking for doors that will lead me back home, if there's an answer let it be known, why do i feel like i'm losing control?, this year has held so much unknown, looking for doors that will lead me back home, if there's an answer let it be known, why do i feel like i'm losing control?, i can feel it grab ahold of me, can you see it take control of me?, this pain in my heart can tear me apart, tired of fighting this war when it's obvious, i can feel it grab ahold of me