heaven's only wishful

i'm just a poor boy, waiting for answers, no one heard you coming, i watched the ashes blow away, spent some days with runaways, with the lights out, it's less dangerous, you could kiss the lips of fate, the less we know the less it drains us, close your eyes and see it through, chaos comes and collects the youth, i can feel the cold air when the night comes, heaven's only wishful, i can feel the cold air when the night comes, heaven's only wishful, someone said, each night i wonder, hoping to find meaning, to the nights getting longer, with luck i can break this feeling, life and its horrors, oh, there's no getting out, don't tempt these vultures, oh, who are circling round and round, don't be the reason, close your eyes and see it through, chaos comes and collects the youth, i can feel the cold air when the night comes, heaven's only wishful, i can feel the cold air when the night comes, heaven's only wishful, someone said, some say, you're the reason i, i, feel this way, some say, you're the reason, you're the reason, you're the reason