nothing to remember

i spent my life becoming invisible, it's hard to maintain and it's hard to get by, i don't recall, fight or flight setting in, i had no introduction, i just breathe it in like the air, and there's nothing to remember, there is nothing to remember, i owe you nothing, that's all i've got for you, and you'll borrow nothing, that's what you expect of me, so you send me a love, out of thin sailor's knots, and i fear underneath the weight of your thoughts, my footsteps now they won't echo too loudly, all i own, all i own, are the strides i spend to the finish line, all i own, all i own, are the strides i spend to the finish line, and i'll give you those, you told me something that scared me to death, don't take me home, i can't face that yet, i'm ashamed that i'm barely human, and i'm ashamed that i don't have a heart you can break, i'm just action, and other times reaction, all i own, all i own, are the strides i spend to the finish line, all i own, all i own, are the strides i spend to the finish line, and i'll give you those, just don't make me go home, give me something to remember, give me something to remember, give me something to remember