a better way

livin' life but it feels like the end of it, it's a cold world when you don't got a friend in it, hell, what am i to do?, what if i don't give a damn what i am to you?, i do this shit for me, it's like therapy, that's why i keep the pen around, 'cause you were never there for me but it is, and you don't like the fact that i did this, but it's whatever, i could stay forever on your shit list, this time, i'll do it for me, i don't care about the money, i would do this shit for free, if it ain't about the words then it's all about the beat, lose yourself in the music, put it on repeat, tryna put your ass to sleep but the music got you thinkin', thinkin' 'bout your problems and that shit got you drinkin', drinkin' 'til you solve 'em or drinkin' 'til you're numb, you could figure it out, but now drinkin' got you dumb, and you wonder what happened, everything used to be fine, everything i want now used to be mine, and it slipped away, wishin' you could rewind, lookin' at your girlfriend, wishin' you could read minds, lookin' at your watch, wishin' you could freeze time, lookin' at your problems, tryna throw the peace sign, deuces, and get the hell up outta there, but you got no cash flow, you don't even got a prayer, dang, it's weighin' on you heavy, you weren't even ready and it hit you like a ton of bricks, everything was cool, how the hell'd it go from fun to this?, there's gotta be a better way, there's gotta be a better way, there's gotta be a better way, get the hell outta your bed and get a better day