the outside

what if i'm not the same, what if i never let go of the blame, what if you drag me back again, what if i would let you just pretend, i erase this memory, i escape this gravity, is that how i used to be, is that the price of my identity, i'm standing on the outside, i'm looking in on what you can't hide, i'm dying on the inside, 'cause now i can see your lies from the outside, what if i stand ashamed, what if i can't let go of the pain, what if i have something to lose, what if i've got nothing left to prove, i replace this life you stole, i embrace the world i know, what if you were always wrong, and if i said i knew it all along, i'm standing on the outside, i'm looking in on what you can't hide, i'm dying on the inside, 'cause now i can see your lies from the outside, i'm not you, i'm not you, i'm not you, i will never be you, i won't let you pull me through, i'm standing on the outside, i'm looking in on what you can't hide, i'm dying on the inside, 'cause now i can see your lies from the outside, i'm standing on the outside, i'm looking in on what you can't hide, i'm dying on the inside, 'cause now i can see your lies from the outside