the depth of self-delusion

i could be foreign forever, to your otherland, i could be foreign forevermore, to your promiseland, one life was great but another, no, i don't want to live, on the edge, i won't follow you, i found my own, i will stay, i could be foreign forever, to your hasteland, i could be foreign forevermore, to your neverland, one little brick then another, and i will build that wall, anyway, you can find me there, rested and calm, without mask, this is where i will stay, look around - where we are, who we are, what we always want, twenty-four-seven-three-sixty-five, sometimes little more, i was chasing your shadow not knowing i'd become your slave, i could be foreign forever, to your otherland, i could be foreign forevermore, to your promiseland, one life was great but another, no, i don't want to live, on the edge, i won't follow you, i found my own, i will stay, i could stay forevermore, i've said a farewell, to never-ending smiles, i did not look good in red, from my place, i can finally, see how much, of this shade, i called, myself, was me, and what was left behind, i could be foreign forever, to your otherland, i could be foreign forevermore, to your promiseland, one life was great but another, no, i don't want to live, on the edge, i won't follow you, i found my own, i will stay, i could stay forevermore, i've said a farewell, to never-ending smiles, from my place i can finally see how much, of this shade, was me, and what was left behind