just for the record

maybe i left too many things unspoken, and maybe i lied about where i was going, and i don't blame you for the fact that you blame me, and i won't hate you if you wanna forget me, and say it was all a cloud of smoke, and say it was nothing but a joke, everything that you said about me is true, just for the record i really loved you, you laugh with your friends when they talk about us, you agree with them when they say i was never good enough, for all that you needed that i wasn't giving, i guess it was easier to put it like this, and say it was all a cloud of smoke, and say it was nothing but a joke, everything that you said about me is true, just for the record i really loved you, oh, oh, maybe these are nothing but a sorry man's words, oh, oh, i never tried to lessen how much it hurt, oh, oh, maybe it's a little bit selfish now, you probably don't wanna hear me out, so say it was all a cloud of smoke, and say it was nothing but a joke, for everything that i did, i used every excuse, just for the record i really loved you, just for the record i really loved you, just for the record i really loved you