poison

i hear footsteps in the hall every night, and there's a shadow underneath my door, there's a hole punched through the wall, are you happy now?, your memory cuts into my day, it buries all my nights away, thinking of you is like digging my own grave, you're my poison now, you still come, when you need someone to love, or you need a hand to touch, threw my face down in the mud, watch me fall, till i'm crawling on my knees, till my fingers crack and bleed, and you've taken every part of me, you're my poison now, you're my poison now, can i drain every drop of you out?, cause all that you are is poison, it's not because i'm left alone to wonder why, or what became of the heart that was shaped so much by mine, even now that i'm a stranger in your eyes, that's not what tears me down, it's how you made my worst of days never seem as grey, it's remembering your mouth and the way it tastes, it's rosemary beach on a sunny day, yeah that's my poison now, cause you still call, when you need someone to love, or you need a hand to touch, threw my face down in the mud, and watch me fall, till i'm broken and i'm weak, till i'm crawling on my knees, and you've taken every part of me, you're my poison now, you're my poison now, can i drain every drop of you out?, cause all that you are is poison, yeah, poison, baby, woah. i hope there will come a time in your life, that light comes back and it shines through your eyes, and no one by then will see you enough to find, what won't be found, cause while you're running through this world, so fucking blind, i'm gonna be running free with my arms open wide, for the first time, in such a long time, i can say i'm happy now, i'm happy now, i'm happy now. don't you call, and tell me you're still in love, that you miss me way too much, well you can never see how deep they made us fall, and turn the flower into a weed, and the lover into a thief, that has stolen my life from me, i won't be poisoned now, i won't be poisoned now, and i will drain every drop of you out, cause all that you are to me, all that you were to me, all you still are. is poison, you're poison. are you happy now?