backwards / forwards

no, you first, well you brought it up, i'm just swimming in my temptation, my blood my wine, now i'm having, a whirlwind of a time, confusion is mine i own it, i can never get to you if i'm going. back and forth, backwards forwards, back and forth, backwards forwards, wake up in the twilight, you're a dream in black and blue, you're in between the sky and the ground, and i can never get to you, a dirty compromise, a dirty split in the making, well that's an abyss of a thought, truly no one knows what they've got, back and forth, backwards forwards, back and forth, backwards forwards, maybe it's all because i'm not made for it, give me back my brain let me sugarcoat it, all is well when you're lost and then you're found, seriously. it's like moving. back and forth, backwards forwards, back and forth, backwards forwards