in the pretend world

in the pretend world, we all are very awake, in the pretend world, we all look sterile and fake, in this atmosphere, we all could chatter for days, in the pretend world, we never admit our mistakes, but in the real world, were hiding alone and ashamed, and we cant live while, because were addicted to pain, you see i cannot feel this, no matter how you try, in the real world, we cant deny, in the pretend world, we gaze into empty eyes, we have to amuse ourselves, with adultery tales and white lies, but in the real world, where fools tormented for sport, we just stitch up our mouths, so we cant admit or retort, you see i cannot say this, please don't ask me why, in the real world, we cant deny, you see i cannot feel this, no matter how you try, in the real world, we cant deny, you see i cannot say this, please don't ask me why, in the real world, we cant deny, in my pretend world, we all are very awake, in this atmosphere, we all look starstruck and vague, you see i never loved you, no matter how you tried, in the real world, there's no goodbye