not original

i sorta like deceiving, and all this tragic loss, i wanna find some patience, but kill the feelings off, i wanna drown in praise, but never really deliver, i wanna feel insane, insane, so long to go, you know, no matter how i cling to life, i'm not fooling anyone, i'm not original anymore, i'm not original anymore, and when the well is dead and dry, i'll keep begging you to start a war, oh, i'm not original anymore, i'm not original anymore, do i start it over, before i self-destruct?, what's the perfect way to say i'm lost? i just give up, yeah, i wanna try and change, the vanity in the mirror, i know you feel the same, insane, so long to go, you know, no matter how i cling to life, i'm not fooling anyone, i'm not original anymore, i'm not original anymore, and when the well is dead and dry, i'll keep begging you to start a war, oh, i'm not original anymore, i'm not original anymore, i'm not original anymore, one by one, they fall, use your words for war, chasing open doors, for what it's worth, no matter how i cling to life, i'm not fooling anyone, i'm not original anymore, i'm not original anymore, and when the well is dead and dry, i'll keep begging you to start a war, i'm not original anymore, i'm not original anymore