hold my finger

hold my finger!, i do want to with you, just understand it's not right now, don't wanna fuck right now, i'm chillin' with ya, can we not just lie here and make love spiritually?, all alone, with you, your eyes i'm looking through, when i wake up i promise i'll be with you girl, then i'll give you all of my attention, damn right, i'll have my morning erection, i'll give you some loving, jump!, sometimes i'd like to do whatever you're into, building this perfect moment, but as we lie here my mind slips away. i'm so ashamed of myself to do this to you, it's all i'm good for now, chick, please forgive me, and it ain't no joke, my stoner loving finger hold, goodbye to the negative vibes. can we not chill, go to sleep with my arms around you?, but then you scream and your right i should be there for you. so now i try, check my pulse to make sure i'm alive, sorry chick i can't get in that mood now!, listen, chick, i can hardly function, my mind says chill don't need that affection, sorry, but i don't want to, as i walk, i think too hard, cannot grip just what went wrong, so if i let this out, could i float again?, just want to fly so far away again, as i fly, i try to get out all of these negative vibes, i'm so bored, as i float by, what is my destiny, am i somewhere that i shouldn't be?, i feel alone, but when i'm with you it's alright, but when i'm without you, i'm so. i feel that, feel close to you, you couldn't understand why, but you want puppy loving and five orgasms 'til the night is through, but it won't happen, cos i can't explain this with you. okay, it's up, now we fuck, i'll go put on a johnny, open the pack, then it's back flopping before me, mind starts to hurt, you scream, and talk to me like i wish you could know exactly what i mean, i'm so wasted, i'd not last anyway, you'd think i suck and never see me again, just chill out chick, chill out, see what i see.