flowers and silence

we're always too always in doubt, works on me, she's nowhere she mainlines helps me out, now i can speak, was heard not seen wasted nothings free, was black was bruised fucked up twenty two, i'm amazed you eat you sleep you function at all, 'cos my aims so weak i'd fail to get into my arm, was made the first to laugh, tried but the tribute short changed kidness, flowers and silence, was made the first to laugh, charmed but the weather broke me sober, i've never been colder, seen braver seemed braver since then, but never been, no favours no saviours no sense, it's not in me, so nothing's free ghostdrunk out of reach, so action this cared less never missed, and you preach you teach did i 'learn you' nothing at all, i'm too dumb to see but you stooped for someone this small, you'll always be closing me down denied me remind me i'm sold out, just skin and teeth, left black and bruised fucked up nothing new, was heard not seen wasted so nothing's free