when you died

i quit thinking about killing myself, when you died, just for a day or two, i must have wanted to, just for a day or two, i must have wanted to live, i quit believing these lies i tell myself, when you died, just for a day or two, i must have wanted to, just for a day or two, i must have wanted the truth, i will always love you my friend, now that you died, but just for a day or two, i'd like to be with you, just for a day or two, i'd like to have you alive