hang you up

i can not hold this anymore, my hands are tired of only waiting to let go, and i am waiting. still, i used to know which way to turn, you were a light inside a tunnel in my head, i try to follow. still, i try to follow. still, it's hard to see you, we are older now, and when i find you, you just turn around, this is a black and white of you i've found, i hang you up and then i pull you down, i hang you up and then i pull you down, no more apologies from me, my arms are tired of picking up what i put down, you're all i think of. still, i'm gonna miss you everyday, i turn my back on anyone who won't believe, and it gets lonely. still, it gets lonely. still, it's hard to see you, we are older now, and when i find you, you just turn around, this is a black and white of you i've found, i hang you up and then i pull you down, i hang you up and then i pull you down, i get lost sometimes, another year flies by, but i know if i try, memories of the light in your eyes, can take me back in time, it's hard to see you, we are older now, and when i find you, you just turn around, this is a black and white of you i found, i hang you up and then i pull you down, it's hard to see you we are older now, and when i find you, you just turn around, this is a black and white of you i found, i hang you up and then i pull you down, i hang you up and then i pull you down, i hang you up and then i pull you down, i don't hear music anymore, my ears are tired of all the pictures in the words, cause you are in them. still