at a loss

here we are in red, suffocating in this tie, down with you with me, unable to breathe force fed, blind to this so long, thread in mouth all senses gone, leaves my back my chest, six feet down it's buried dead, turn to your back and walk away, twisting and turning why isn't this working, for what cause, at what cost, twisting and turning why isn't this working, beg plead and scream, show me what you will, i'll watch straight faced, not another cheek, eyes swollen, a shape i'd like to kill, here you are in red, stunned as you may feel, turn to your back and walk away, twisting and turning why isn't this working, for what cause, at what cost, twisting and turning why isn't this working, turn to your back and walk away, twisting and turning why isn't this working, for what cause, at what cost, twisting and turning why isn't this working, i'm lifting a burden, pointless diversion, just try