my world

"welcome to a skateboard soiree. beats by c1, raps by allday, everyday, let me introduce myself", i'm 21 and stupid, i tell all my poems to everyone through music, i just moved alone to new city, it's kinda cool but i wish i had my crew with me, not to mention my dad and my nana mary, and my grandfather, who i had to bury, and i'm missing my little brothers too, and my mother too, and my cousins too, and the innocence i had just a year ago, and i'm drinking but it's not any clearer though, there's many nights here when i feel alone but even when i go back now, i ain't really home-, the future side of it is on my mind a bit, seems like only yesterday i was a tiny kid, and i know it all seems like some miner shit, but my faith in myself is dying quick, so if you come and get me, i'm gonna run away from hear, so maybe come and tell me, baby you gotta stay right here, in my world na-na-na-na na-na, please don't tell me you love me so, cause i'll come running right on home, and please don't tell me you love me so, cause i'll come running right on home, so if you come and get me, i'm gonna run away from hear, so maybe come and tell me, baby you gotta stay right here, in my world na-na-na-na na-na, and i'm insecure, got no inna peace, got my inna demons all roaming in the streets, and i'm insecure, got no inna peace, got my inna demons all roaming in the streets, and i'm insecure, got no inna peace, got my inna demons all roaming in the streets, and i'm insecure, got no inna peace, got my inna demons all roaming in the streets, so if you come and get me, i'm gonna run away from hear, so maybe come and tell me, baby you gotta stay right here, in my world na-na-na-na na-na, "that's funny" "that's real funny", "no", "mmhmm" "stop it!", uh, they say you got one as cool, well nowadays every bodies got two, but if you had her, then you get it, mines better than yours, there i said it, mann i miss my girl the mostest, tryna' focus on this big world of showbiz, she's back at home studying solidly, and i'm so proud of her commitment to her law degree, but she should be here cording me, skype every night, looking at her eyes longingly, there's pain in em', that's how i know that, if a guys sweats her she will tell em' no thanks, and if a girl sweats me i tell her nah, but most of the time i stay home pending bars, here in this bedroom, with my heart black, just waiting for her plane on the tarmac