are they saying goodbye

are they saying goodbye, or is it just like before, could it be that i, made him love her more, does he curse upon my face, do i symbolize disgrace, could it be that i, made him love her more, well i refuse to go deeper i choose to go blind, this trouble just shouldn't be mine, but its confusing my existence, it's intruding my mind, i guess this trouble is also mine, so i curse upon his face, he's a symbol of my own mistakes, could it be that she makes me love him more, well i refuse to go deeper i choose to go blind, this trouble just shouldn't be mine, but its confusing my existence, it's intruding my mind, i guess this trouble is also, i refuse to go deeper i choose to go blind, this trouble just shouldn't be mine, but its confusing my existence, it's intruding my mind, i guess this trouble, this trouble, this trouble is also mine.