spoiled

colour me in kindness, cover me with love. i am blessed. you're burying your father, you're burying your son. you are dead. i know nothing of real pain, i'm a child and i am spoiled. i hate myself for my complaints, i'm pathetic and i'm bored. i cry simply at the thought. i crumble at the sight. if i ever had to feel, i, i would fall to my knees, and pray for god to save me. i have never been in love, i pretend to care. convince myself that it's enough, i was never there. i am hiding in the dust, sweep me underneath the chair. i have never been in love. i keep on giving, i keep on giving up