mess

there was a time when i had nothing to explain, oh, this mess i have made, but then things got complicated, my innocence has all but faded, oh, this mess i have made, and i don't believe in god, so i can't be saved, all alone as i've learned to be, in this mess i have made, all the untested virtue, the things i said i'd never do, least of all to you, i know he's kind and true, i know that he is good to you, he'll never care for you more than i do, but i don't believe in love, and i can't be changed, all alone as i've learned to be, in this mess, i have made the same mistakes, over and over again, there are rooms in this house that i don't open anymore, dusty books of pictures on the floor, that she will never see, she'll never see that part of me, i want to be for her, what i could never be for you, but i don't believe in god, so i can't be saved, all alone as i've learned to be, in this mess i have made