way down and far below

most of my life i've missed the signs, i've missed a mother, up at night cursing about it all, the cringing moments, seen our hopes crucified and turned to scattered ashes, it's gone, it left me here to fend on my own, up and down, turned around, i've been so many faces, lost my home years ago, been searching many places, i don't belong to anyone, i've lost communication, it's gone, it landed me and left me here alone, i was already in this, i was born with these bags in my hands from the start, i was already in this, way down and far below, way down and far below, worrying is my calling, thoughts they keep erasing, no matter how many drugs that i keep on taking, it won't be long before my song has seen its final page, it's gone, they've left me here to fend on my own, systems fried, been compromised, i've seen some better days here, mud in eye, skin is dry, to feel often jaded, confidence is something i haven't felt in many ages, it's gone, they've left me here to feel on my own, i was already in this, i was born with these bags in my hands from the start, i was already in this, way down and far below, way down and far below, way down and far below, i was already in this, i was born with these bags in my hands from the start, i was already in this, i was born with these bags in my hands from the start\, was already in this, and i was born with these bags in my hands from the start, was already in this, way down and far below, way down and far below, way down and far below, way down and far below