i'm a mess

, i try so hard to ignore it, i try to pretend i don't care, but by the way my heart is pounding, it's impossible to pretend it's not for you, you act so innocent, i know you love to keep me waiting,], i'm a mess, around you, there's no way out of this, and you know exactly what you're doing, you know i'm so done, it's not fair, can't stay, but i can't let you go, you know you're so confusing, and i should have already said goodbye, but just when i'm about to lose it, you turn this around to include me one more time, try to dodge this bullet, but you got me all figured out,], i'm a mess, around you, there's no way out of this, and you know exactly what you're doing, you know i'm so done, it's not fair, can't stay, but i can't let you go, you get a little closer to me while you push me away, pretend you're doin' nothin' make me think i'm insane, you always leave me hanging when we make conversation, i know the things that you just say to me mean absolutely nothing, i'm a mess, around you, there's no way out of this, and you know, exactly what you're doing, you know i'm so done, it's not fair, can't stay, but i can't let you go, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa