so help me god

, bombarded by philosophies that satisfy the surface, i flee to something deeper, at the risk of seeking purpose, how can i hang in this environmental state of being, when everything i'm striving for, is nothing that i'm seeing, won't you take my heart, won't you take my soul, won't you come and make me whole again, you, you've got what i need and you never retreat, unto you i will concede, so help me god, to put my faith in you, so help me god, before i come unglued, call it my addiction, i can't get enough of you, so help me god, to put my faith in you, infected by the skin i'm in this starving with desire, and jesus ain't the latest thing to come across the wire, i throw myself at mercy for i am the chief of sinners, but daily taking up my cross, has brought it's share of splinters, you're there when i call, and you're there when i fall, even though i don't deserve it all, you, you light my way, through the night and the day, and from you i will not stray, god so help me, this is my soul plea, i'm desperately devoted, i can't get enough of you, so help me god, cause you are the one i love, cause you are the one i need, cause you are the one i'm seeking, cause you are the one for me, (i just walked into a meet in 3. and everybody's starin' at me. i gotta go)