voice inside your head

so finish fucking run, what am i doing in here, well i don't know half of the names, of the places or people i've seen this year, remember when you wrote me of?, you let go of the rope, that you kept around my neck, when i try to speak, i just choke, on every word i ever said, now i am nothing but a stranger that lives inside your head, now i am here, perfectly torn, between the fear of you and moving on, i let you go, you never thought i would, you put money on me, your money on me, and lost it all because you could, said all i could, but it was never enough, well i'm on my way to my to patch things up, but all i got was a blank stare, when your head told your heart there was nothing left in here, this empty room, will crumble and fall, when you rode away like we never existed at all, now i am here, perfectly torn, between the fear of you and moving on, i let you go, you never thought i would, you put money on me, your money on me, and lost it all because you could, because you could, now i am here, perfectly torn, between the fear of you and moving on, i let you go, you never thought i would, you put money on me, your money on me, and lost it all because you could, all because you could, all because you could, now i am here, perfectly torn, between the fear of you and moving on, i let you go, you never thought i would, you put money on me, your money on me, and lost it all because you could