beautiful lie

waking up with this regret, the movies playing in my head, last nights fuel the burns the truth, the proof is lying in this bed, i know you will breaking my will, pulling me down to the other side, i walk away with my mistakes, such a bitter taste of pleasure with the pain, oh the pain, such a pretty waste i'm drowning in the shame, oh the shame, burning up inside it's such a, oh, it's such a beautiful lie, familiar voice of all that's wrong, leaves me where i don't belong, another scar could change my life and write the page i wish was gone, i know you will breaking my will, pulling me down to the other side, i walk away with my mistakes, such a bitter taste of pleasure with the pain, oh the pain, such a pretty waste i'm drowning in the shame, oh the shame, burning up inside it's such a, it's such an ugly picture that i've painted, i'm not who i thought i would be, these footsteps that i follow, that's not me, such a pretty waste i'm drowning in the pain, oh the pain, such a pretty waste i'm drowning in the shame, oh the shame, burning up inside it's such a, oh, it's such a beautiful lie, a beautiful lie, it's such a beautiful lie, a beautiful lie