it's all on me

, family problems, it ain't easy handling those needs, baby mama drama, i just need a little time to go to sleep, record company motherfuckers asking me when i'm gonna release, and my homies on my back about me helping them get up off them streets, and it all falls back on me, sometimes, somehow, it all falls back on me, no matter where we are, no matter what we doing, it's on me, if it was up to you that's just the way it's always gon' be, it's kind of funny how they fall back on me, i used to never get a call back, homie, before the money they didn't see me like it's dark and it's all black, homie, but now they switching cause the card black, homie, it wasn't always that way, we was recording on the 4-track, homie, new apartment, no fridge, no mattress, no table, no cable, and all i hear is my girl in my ear, and this nigga eazy asking for his car back, homie, i would've never saw this happening from that far back, homie, what it came to be, would have never believed, living the life i lived in c-p-t, a motherfucking dream to reality is what you call that, homie, it was something to me, no eat, no sleep, wasn't nothing to me, can't always be how you want it to be, and i'm the one that they looking up to, fuck they expecting from me?, and it all falls back on me, sometimes, somehow, it all falls back on me, no matter where we are, no matter what we doing, it's on me, if it was up to you that's just the way it's always gon' be, that's just the way it is, and how it always was, djing parties in my neighborhood just for the love, dope dealers overtipping and bitches stripping, and any minute niggas start tripping and start shooting shit, on any given day i'm like "what the fuck?", face down on the pavement with the billy clubs, took that feeling to the studio and cued it up, and now it's "fuck the police" all up in the club, now it's '91 and snoop dogg came to visit, and was like "what up cuz? let me show you what this chronic like", couldn't help myself, just had to dip into that chronic life, and then that night came in when that nigga knight came in, this one of those dreams you don't wake up from, then again, you don't sleep if you come from where i come from, when the sun shines and they bust nines, don't dial 9 plus 1-1, when they run up on your school bus with a two truck, you might learn something, and it all falls back on me, sometimes, somehow, it all falls back on me, no matter where we are, no matter what we doing, it's on me, if it was up to you that's just the way it's always gon' be