way too close

whoa this monkey's awful strong, got a grip on me so long, suffering, sick of this, and i wish that i could just miss, everything that it's got in store for me, but it seems that just won't do, there's a few who won't let me lose, a little boy says to me, e, you better hold on and believe, for he thinks it's not my time to leave, so yeah i hope for the best, 'cause there ain't a whole lot of me left, everyone whom i truly love, gotta stick next to me don't budge, it's the last chance to make the most, 'cause i've come way too close, i'm hurtin', sobbin' on my knees, again this madness is too much for me, the voluntary hostage that i am, think i better find another plan, 'cause my way sure failed again, but what is this that pulls me back, makes me forget the pain that i had, not a lot of options left to choose, this time it's either die or do, 'cause i've used up all my go arounds, i've gone round and round and round, so yeah i hope for the best, 'cause there ain't a whole lot of me left, everyone whom i truly love, gotta stick next to me don't budge, it's the last chance to make the most, 'cause i've come way too close, same old question how did i come to this, and the same old outcome powerless and clueless, i need something i can hold on to, don't know what i'm supposed to do, bleeding nothing but the truth, so yeah i hope for the best, 'cause there ain't a whole lot of me left, everyone whom i truly love, gotta stick next to me don't budge, it's the last chance to make the most, 'cause i've come way too close, it's the last chance to make the most, 'cause i've come way too close, i've come way too close