illusive consensus

so sweet caress, never long to last!, you entered my soul and gave hope to my life. so sweet caress, never hope to last!, you left me behind all alone and aghast, captured inside such an austere elysium, imperfect feelings, futile grief, love a device against all solitude, as it all went on, the love became, a field in a dream that once had been real, so sweet caress, never long to last!, destroy this illusion we need a change of fate!, your frantic thoughts are only a condemned cry, primo somniare videbamur deinde veritas se praecipitavit, i secretly longed for something which had never existed, first i thought it was a dream but then it smashed into reality, beautiful on the outside, decayed deeply within, i secretly longed for something which had never existed, devoted to a body without a soul, numquam non tibi diffidam