suffocate

hit like a ton, but i'm still aware, now it's known, so a beautiful one, lets you come undone, you're still alone, find your one way, to have your say, truth obscured and i'm victimized, not alone, can't help but quit, i need a respite from the pain i hold so dear, been here before; cold dead, cold floor, for some reason, i show no fear, i will choke on my sadness, until i will suffocate, and i'll try to find an outlet, but how long can my soul wait?, throughout all the reasons, that change with the lies, that help you through the days, until you realize, it's just sadness without direction, suffocate, i'm not the kind, who would pull on the ties that bind, it's like grains of sand, what i can't feel in my heart, i crush with my hands, can't help but quit, i need a respite from the pain i hold so dear, been here before; cold dead, cold floor, for some reason, i show no fear, i will choke on my sadness, until i will suffocate, and i'll try to find an outlet, but how long can my soul wait?, throughout all the reasons, that change with the lies, that help you through the days, until you realize, it's just sadness without direction, suffocate, i will choke on my sadness, until i will suffocate, and i'll try to find an outlet, but how long can my soul wait?, throughout all the reasons, that change with the lies, that help you through the days, until you realize, it's just sadness without direction, suffocate