bullet

i started to party properly when i was fifteen, unpopular, probably stumble through in my ripped jeans, 4 in the morning you call and tell me i'm boring, you need a night like this, stoned as fuck just like the way that you left me, i'm still crashing in my parents' house, i'm well in my twenties, i'm looking for advice, i'll listen if you let me, i need a night like this, your hold surrounds me, 'cause you cannot grow old oh when, your mind is lost at sea, so keep me in your mind, well don't forget the love we had, this wasn't a goodbye, it took a bullet for the pain to escape, i'm called to the curtain, burning sensation in my chest, what is my purpose, is it worth it to keep fighting this?, feel like a burden, but only because i'm hurting, i miss the nights like this, i take the d line to the bottle shop, i open, now it's bottoms up, tell me that i need to stop, get a grip, you're old enough, heavy and over the top, senseless when molly's my rock, tell me all you know about breathing, your hold surrounds me, 'cause you cannot grow old oh when, your mind is lost at sea, so keep me in your mind, well don't forget the love we had, this wasn't a goodbye, it took a bullet for the pain to escape, bullet to, bullet to, bullet to escape, bullet to, bullet to escape, it took a bullet to, bullet to, bullet to escape, bullet to, bullet to escape, how could you be so fucking selfish, i know that you couldn't help it, if you were big enough to know, that we could've dealt with it, try to understand or begin to comprehend, the reason that you needed a night like this to end, your hold surrounds me, 'cause you cannot grow old oh when, your mind is lost at sea, so keep me in your mind, well don't forget the love we had, this wasn't a good, no, this wasn't a goodbye, this wasn't a goodbye