finally

this is all i ever wanted, all i ever thought i'd be, it's the only place i truly feel, as though i can be me, but the way i arrived, it was overnight, i've been on my worst behaviour, i've been on my worst behaviour, if only i ain't been like this, now i can hold my heart in a fist, and all the voices leave, i can finally put it on my sleeve, oh, if only they'd really seen me, maybe they would finally believe me, when i say i've won, and my father gets to see his son, that he can feel proud of, he can feel proud of, he's proud of me, this is all i ever wanted, all i ever thought i'd be, but the way that i behaved, could have seen quite the contrary, i felt all the lives, they're out of sight, i've been on my worst behaviour, i've been on my worst behaviour, if only i ain't been like this, now i can hold my heart in a fist, and all the voices leave, i can finally put it on my sleeve, oh, if only they'd really seen me, maybe they would finally believe me, when i say i've won, and my mother gets to see her son, that she can feel proud of, she can feel proud of, she's proud of me, she's proud of me, they're proud of me, they're proud of me, they're proud of me, she's proud of me, she's proud of, she's proud of, they're proud of, they're proud of, they're proud of me, they're proud of me, they're proud of me, she's proud of, they're proud of, if only i ain't been like this, now i can hold my heart in a fist, and all the voices leave, i can finally put it on my sleeve, oh, if only they'd really seen me, then maybe they would finally believe me, when i say i've won, and my family get to see it right, that they can feel proud of, they can feel proud of, they can feel proud of, they're proud of me