missing you

i wish this could be, a happy song, but my happiness disappeared, the moment you were gone, don't think i ever believed that, this day would come, now all i'm feeling, is lost and numb, and ohhh i know i promised, mmmm that i would try, but i, yes i, miss you, and it's killing inside, i'll always be thankful, for the time we had, we were blessed, i should celebrate, but i feel too sad, all the wonderful memories, just make me fall apart, and it feels like somebody's, stabbed me in my heart, and ohhh i know i promised, mmmm that i wouldn't cry, but i, yes i, miss you, and it's killing inside, ooh well i, yes i, miss you, want you by my side, walking, holding hands, talking, making plans, touching my heart my soul, i wish this could be, a happy song, but my happiness disappeared, the moment you were gone, tell me it's not happening, say it's not as it seems, tell me that i'm gonna wake up, it's just a bad dream, please tell me that it's fiction, tell me it's just a lie, whatever you choose to tell me, please say he didn't die, and i, yes i, miss you, and it's killing inside, ooh well i, yes i, miss you, want you by my side, ooh well i, miss you, want you by my side, back here by my side, here by my side