don't wait up

my friends ain't doing so well, i'm doing better than them, doesn't that mean i don't need help?, i know i put you through hell, but i can't say no when it comes to breaking myself, i'll see someone when the sun comes up, but if i'm gonna make it through the night, i gotta drink 'till i'm numb, baby, don't wait up for me tonight, in the cold, until morning, told you there was something wrong with me, i gotta drown out my feelings, and i don't want to be to be the one, that has to say, "i told you so", baby, don't wait up for me tonight, in the cold, until morning, what if the pills make me numb?, how you gonna love me if i'm just not myself?, what if there's nothing wrong?, maybe i've just been an asshole all along, i'll see someone when the sun comes up, but if i'm gonna make it through the night, i gotta drink 'till i'm numb, baby, don't wait up for me tonight, in the cold, until morning, told you there was something wrong with me, i gotta drown out my feelings, and i don't want to be to be the one, that has to say, "i told you so", baby, don't wait up for me tonight, in the cold, until morning, i got fucked up and threw up on my shoes again, and i fumbled your bra strap before you left, you said, grow up and give a fuck or i'll leave you here, but i never knew what you saw in me, dear, but i never knew what you saw in me, dear, baby, don't wait up for me tonight, in the cold, until morning, told you there was something wrong with me, i gotta drown out my feelings, and i don't want to be to be the one, that has to say, "i told you so", baby, don't wait up for me tonight, in the cold, until morning