the secret

i watch breathing, i can't believe you sleep so calm, with all the dirty things that you've done to me, my eyes are a curse, you see, 'cause they see an angel and not the demon child you've been, fucking with my head, once again it seems, still i'm willing to believe, the crying out at night, it's not about what's wrong, the secret just slipped outside to hide, as this life moves on, i can't hold on, and i feel like i can't ever get over it, and your eyes they flicker, you must be dreaming evil dreams, are you eating someone's heart, is it what it seems, you smile wouldn't make them scream, but i know your sadness, there has to be a better way, someone get me some kind of priest to pray, some kind of words to say, the crying out at night, it's not about what's wrong, the secret just slipped outside to hide, as this life moves on, i can't hold on, and i feel like i can't ever get over it, you will kick at the base, i will take it, you make a promise, you always break it, i've lived in this shadow shame, for too long, so why am i doing, why do i choose to stay, these things just don't get better somehow, the crying out at night, it's not about what's wrong, the secret just slipped outside to hide, as this life moves on, i can't hold on, and i feel like i can't ever get over it, and i feel like i can't ever get over it, and i feel like i can't ever get over it