back pedaling

can't wear my feelings on my sleeve, it ain't much for me in the streets, but somehow thats always where i be, but somehow thats always what i need, with my niggas we been smoking weed, keep my distance from niggas that be fleas, though it's vicious don't never play it sweet, had to get it you starve or you eat, member back we had all type of beef, member writing them songs that was deep, member taking that loss couldn't eat, and i'm high as the stars tryna think, you could tell it was hard when i speak, plus i'm spitting these bars for the streets, thought she was too good wouldn't speak, now i know that she sick look at me, my stomach get ached couldn't sleep, got a pack had to eat best believe, my man got some years cooking cheese, even though that i can i don't leave, even though i got signed i don't sleep, i don't care if they dissing it ain't deep, all them disses ain't hear em shit it's weak, amped up i done fucked her now she sleep, my white hot i'm low i stay discreet, man i'm fresh from my hairline to my sneaks, back and forth on these airlines gotta eat, j go handle the redlines alway green, i did this for my grandma she a queen, grab the pineapple fanta tied the lean, and my crib was abandoned with no heat, it was either that crib or the streets, had to sleep on my jacket couldn't freeze, was the sheets with no mattress when i sleep, used to wakeup with rashes on my cheeks, shit it come to me natural ain't a thing, shit i used to be trapping round my way, was the same i was bagging up a 8th, it was all from the heart them nights i prayed, when it start getting dark they ain't stay, went and got me a spark i ain't change, got a hawk and i'll stab you i ain't playing, i think half of these niggas out here gay, wanna talk about kur cause they lame, caught myself writing back same names, they gon act like they mad and call me lame, half them bitches was average gave em fame, they was fronting but glad i said they name, niggas broke catching wreck they ain't paid, court date next year gotta wait, gon be sitting for a minute in that cage, in the slums niggas spraying with no aim, sharpneck uptop what i claim, got hot worked hard and i prayed, cops search in my draws violate, undies out shop clothes out the way, really thought we was close by mistake, really thought we was bro's my mistake, plus the glitter ain't gold could be fake, on my balcony i'm smoking at my place, good to stand on my own im ok, even when it gets slow thats ok, love sheeryl cause she always gave me faith, stay thurl and it always been that way, stop by granny house i'm just saying hey, baby have a seat i can't even stay, on the move and i gotta get it straight, you know jamie she bout to graduate, she confused gotta help her find a way, feeling good took my second shot today, fill this wood up i'm bout to spark ok?, fuck this shit going back to where i came, spitting shit they ain't had a heart to say, it was facts let em know about my pain, kinda heated my flight just got delayed, when i want to i buy expensive things, i'm at mimi's i'm thirsty grab the days, i took half of this 30 bout to blaze, i appreciate god and everything, on the jack with my mom saturday, told me stop being distant show my face, and the family they miss you by the way, and i love you i pray i hope you safe, mom i'm chilling i'm staying out the way, i ain't tripping i know we gon be straight, flow is different i'm spitting and it's late, cops blitz us we push off and we break, all these niggas we put em in they place, all these niggas we put em in they place.