maybe i'll go

you think you've made it everything's going so fine, but then appears someone who wanna, tear you down, wanna rip you off those few nice things you've found, when and if you hit the ground. then it's falling kinda hard, cause all you do is being yourself, trying everything to succeed somehow. but that's not the way things are right now. feeling kinda lost. those reasons, those unkind words being expressed, oh: they'll get to you i promise one day. but maybe then it's too late for you to say, i knew it from the go cause you know, that's some miles away from the truth. don't forget, hey what do you think of me now, am i not like i once were, still if you don't know me, what's the story of this pen*, i guess you're not a stranger, and i can tell you're not a friend, it might take a while but i guess you'll manage waiting till then. then when you confront me with your thought, you may think i don't notice don't get a bit hurt by what you do, i ask you to please think of, what i've done to you. please search inside and let me know, if i've done something wrong i guess i'll go, far hidden, never to be found, where i'm headed, i've got a suitcase in my hand, filled with stuff most precious to me, sidewalk brings my feet, wherever they're headed. there is no directions given, just some trust in human mind to rely on, and to hold on to. honestly don't know where i'll end up at last, won't even count the days. one thing i sure know i won't move so fast, my mind in complete haze. i pass by, don't dare to stop, when there's someone i see, there's no one here but me, i'm fooled by something inside my head. if i lay down now, i might seem kinda dead, just keep on wasting time. scary thoughts and frightening sounds, in my mind still i try avoid it, heading through this hope not one-way alley, i can't really sense my surroundings, seems to be all dark around. nothing there, to lighten up my way. honestly don't know where i'll end up at last, won't even count the days. one thing i sure know i won't move so fast. my mind is complete haze. i pass by, don't dare to stop, when there's someone i see, there's no one here but me, i'm fooled by something inside my head, if i lay down now, i might seem kinda dead, just keep on wasting time.