rock bottom

i can do what takes you five years in one summer, cold stunner, came up fast like roadrunner, people sayin' mad's on the come-up, but then i felt doing drugs until sunup, used to get a lot of hummers in my new white hummer, now i'm broke. life's a bummer, caked up laying pipe like a plumber, now madchild's the one that they make fun of, standing in a dark tunnel, but there's no light, feels impossible for anything to go right, dark winters, cold summers, hard to feel fresh in five year old runners, so sullen, life's duller, no color, teeth fucked up like old yeller, cold chilling, old villain, no feelings, rock bottom. no ceiling, put the kid out of his misery, go kill him, i thought this going down but i guess that they don't feel him, i'm clinically insane which is limiting my brain, now i'm looking for a cure trying to remedy the pain, i found it then i took it, things will never be the same, now i'm leaning standing crooked while i'm tripping off my name, yeah ah yo i'm mentally ill, if the drugs don't kill me the memories will, all my enemies will, flag planted up on vanity hill, stick around and see my sanity spill, i don't need a hammer to kill, i'm in amityville, i'm an amateur from canada still, i was thinking i was someone trying to stand up on stilts, now i'm looking in the mirror like this can't be the deal