lozin' must

when i am lozin' must in a conversation, it makes me use my imagination, start to think that they're after me, 'cause i'm as sore as those monkeys hope. the chat goes on and i feel smaller, the guys in front of me they get taller, when i open my mouth again to tell them something more, they answer me with a hockeyscore. must be strong, can't be wrong, or you'll be lozin' must, you'll be lozin' trust in yourself. well, i have this girl and i make her crazy, when i'm gone she's bored and lazy. i get a kick from pushin' her, but i'm not sure about how she feels about it. my favorite hockeyteam are strugglin', it makes my stoamch bubblin' bad, their hard time really makes me sad. we had some fucked up years now it's time to whipe away those tears. it's been a tough time for me this past year, lots of questions who i am or what i wanna be. i also found some answers the fog is gone. i feel better every day and now the feeling is here to stay.