torn to pieces

here i sit all alone like an airplane, on the edge of a sky full of solid gray, staring at the ceiling, tell me that i'm dreaming, oh, i wish you were here today, all these days that i know i'll never get back, all the words that i always wish you would've said, all these dreams that we had now fade to black, try to wash it away, i'm torn to pieces, i'm broken down, i still see your face when you're not around, i sit here in misery wondering if i'll ever be, half the man you wanted me to be, here i float through the air like a waterfall, then i sink to the bottom like a cannonball, having trouble breathing, suddenly i'm screaming, "why wasn't i good enough?", even though i know you're not gonna come back, i can't wash it away, i'm torn to pieces, i'm broken down, i still see your face when you're not around, i sit here in misery wondering if i'll ever be, half the man you wanted me to be, i'm torn to pieces, i'm broken down, i still see your face when you're not around, i sit here in misery wondering if i'll ever be, half the man you wanted me to be, it's tearing me to pieces, tearing me to pieces, it's tearing me to pieces, tearing me to pieces, even though i know you're not coming back, i can't wash it away, i'm torn to pieces, i'm broken down, i still see your face when you're not around, i sit here in misery wondering if i'll ever be, half the man you wanted me to be, i'm torn to pieces, i'm broken down, i still see your face when you're not around, i sit here in misery wondering if i'll ever be, half the man you wanted me to be