one last time

, i don't intend to make things right, but whenever you come around, i'm feeling like the keys of life, can you take me, take me away from this, take me away from this mess, i greeted, if we change back time to do things right, one last time, don't need to say a prayer for me when i cry, when i need somebody most they just run and hide, remember growing up it was all scars and lies, but i became a better person from the toughest times, if i could go back once i would say goodbye, nothing lasts forever only death is promised, i distanced everybody that loved me most, i was going through some shit now i'm paying homage, i was homeless, jobless, lost without options, then i found a girl that solved my problems, she my lois lane i'm her superman, now it's us against the world nobody can stop us, won't fade away through the darkest days, had suicidal thoughts but it's not the way, i'm put her for a purpose cause my dream awaits, i'm not saying that i'm perfect we all make mistakes, i have a confession i suffer manic depression, i got up in the guilt i was turning aggressive, a blank look up on my face you won't see no expression, i had to over come my fears now i'm showing progression, my insecurities got the best of me, a life filled with hatred and tons of jealousy, my heart was cold no sense of empathy, writing til i'm numb this road's my destiny, i don't intend to make things right, but whenever you come around, i'm feeling like the keys of life, can you take me, take me away from this, take me away from this mess, i greeted, if we change back time to do things right, one last time, over 3 years homie since you left this earth, i know you in a better place looking down from the heavens, god taking from us without no explanation, this is 25 to life and i'm serving my sentence, and my girl now i'm surprised she ain't left to, a lot has changed since the first day that i met you, the ugliness inside i ain't even the same dude, the past don't change can't forget what we been through, lord please help i keep searching for a sign, it's a dark scary road i've been down so many times, but i know i got potential and my dreams are on the line, doing what they said i couldn't now they see me on the rise, i'm scared of trying, i'm scared of dying, i'm scared of fame when failure's all that i know, psychologically i'm the one to blame, every friend i ever made always turned to a foe, these voices in my head won't leave me alone, you're gonna miss me when i'm gone can't take anymore, i wanna blow my fucking brains out i'm tired of living, but can't stop with the vision cause i'm on a mission, cause a wise man walks a journey on his own, but a weak man always found within a crowd, all i need is a beat and a pair of headphones, good times i'll rejoice and make em' all proud, i don't intend to make things right, but whenever you come around, i'm feeling like the keys of life, can you take me, take me away from this, take me away from this mess, i greeted, if we change back time to do things right, one last time