rainy day loop

my world, goes soft, before the storm, don't want, to run, all of me stuck, oh, what a rush, watching everything around me, come undone, i step right up, no one to watch me dive and, touch the bottom, stuck in a rut, waiting patiently to draw my ace of cups, oh, it was rough, my friends don't even recognize my face, watch me fade away, falling everywhere but into place, scared to show my face