gift and a curse

i miss you, just a little, but i don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil, so i left you first, that's a gift and a curse, i miss you, just a little, but i don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil, so i left you first, that's a gift and a curse, told you things but i never follow the things i say, things were going good, once i had you it went the other way, had you on my side, had you flying, you almost levitate, now you the things we do crazy, that shit was everyday, ice cold, dripping, clicquot sipping, top floor living, i can't give in, i know this lifestyle is crazy and you can't handle that, i told you things and i meant 'em, i had to take 'em back, i miss you, just a little, but i don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil, so i left you first, that's a gift and a curse, i miss you, just a little, but i don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil, so i left you first, that's a gift and a curse, yeah, i'm a gift and a curse if you ain't know, i took you places where these haters say we can't go, but that was way before my life had finally changed though, wish i could throw it all away, 'cause i miss you just a little, got me feeling like the monkey in the middle, and i say it don't hurt but it only gets worse, yeah, i miss you, just a little, but i don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil, so i left you first, that's a gift and a curse, i miss you, just a little, but i don't want you caught up in the middle of my lifestyle, it's a devil, so i left you first, that's a gift and a curse