take this

i can't believe how far i've come, watch me stumble and come undone, if you take away, these memories, all that's left, is just me, 'cause i don't want this, and i don't need this, and i don't feel this, it seems that even though she's with me i can't shake this, i can't fake this, and i won't take this anymore, so you choose to break my heart, i should have seen this from the start, i'm haunted by your apathy, all that's left is killing me, do you believe that the way you choose to be, i've always had to see, the brighter side of this so i don't lose my faith, now the sun has gone away, it's getting colder everyday, so before i freeze to death there's something i should say, i don't want this, i don't take this anymore, and i don't feel this, it seems that even though she's with me i can't shake this, and i can't fake this, and i won't take this anymore, and though you say you understand you still won't face this, can't erase this, i won't embrace this anymore