chemical

i let you tell me how it goes and when it's all gonna end, i put you first in the world but you hate me again, i'm stuck with the thoughts that remind me of, all the things that you couldn't just seem to love, i almost had you in my hands, some things never go as planned, took as much as i could stand, some things never change, show me what i gotta do to let go, all i really know is that it's chemical, turn the lights off, let the door close, if it's meant to be then it's chemical, chemical, chemical, chemical, all i really know is that it's chemical, i let you tear me all apart and watched you put it all back, and like a dose too heavy all my blood's going black, but you push and you pull 'til it's deadly, i bet you'd love to know that i'm shaking, closer than it's ever been, farther than it's ever felt, you won't ever understand, some things never change, show me what i gotta do to let go, all i really know is that it's chemical, turn the lights off, let the door close, if it's meant to be then it's chemical, chemical, chemical, chemical, all i really know is that it's chemical, it's killing me to know that i almost had you, it's killing me to know you're still in my veins, it's killing me to know that i almost let go, to see the wind pushing you, show me what i gotta do to let go, all i really know is that it's chemical, turn the lights off, let the door close, if it's meant to be then it's, show me what i gotta do to let go, all i really know is that it's chemical, turn the lights off, let the door close, if it's meant to be then it's chemical, chemical, chemical, chemical, all i really know is that it's chemical